Feldnotizen - Überbleibsel

At the crossroads,

someone buried a map

made entirely of listening.

 

Not streets.

Not borders.

Only traces:

 

a chair dragged slowly across concrete,

rainwater inside a broken pipe,

the metallic cry of a tram at dusk,

two strangers coughing in counterpoint,

a dog collar ringing like a small prophecy.

 

I walk with my ear first.

 

This is the discipline of vestigium:

to follow what remains

after presence has already left.

 

Every corner a card turned over.

 

The Fool appears as static from an old radio.

The Hermit flickers in supermarket neon.

Wheel of Fortune spins inside bicycle spokes.

Judgement arrives disguised

as church bells dissolving into ambulance sirens.

 

Somewhere between Kreuzberg and memory

I begin drawing a sound map

with no north.

 

Only intensities.

Only hauntings.

Only the invisible architecture

of people almost touching.

 

At the joint of roads

there are always ghosts of decisions.

 

One path smells of dust and wet leaves.

Another hums with electricity.

Another carries the low frequency

of someone trying not to cry on public transport.

 

I kneel beside the pavement

like an archaeologist of vibration.

 

Here:

a laughter trapped in stone.

 

Here:

the echo of a protest chant

still circling the buildings years later.

 

Here:

your footsteps crossing mine

for exactly seven seconds

before disappearing into another direction.

 

Tarot never predicted the future correctly.

taught us

how to listen to coincidence.

 

And maybe that is all a crossroads is:

 

a temporary score

for bodies passing through one another,

leaving fragments of rhythm behind.

 

A vestigium.

 

A nearly erased instruction.

 

A map made by traces

for those willing

to walk slowly enough

to hear them.